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WELLWHATTHEFUCKISGOINGON?!

Sat Mar 22, 2008, 8:00 PM
  • Mood: Psychotic
  • Listening to: my stupid mind that i want to shut up
  • Reading: this crap
  • Watching: something on mute
  • Playing: the game of life
pardon the title...
im fucking crazy, i swear i am Dx
i need a word for the following shit..."im so sad that im becoming angry at how insanely happy i am way down inside below all the sadness"
i think that deep down, its suicidalness but then i'm just being stupid. i dont care how much i might think about dieing, i know i could never kill myself. so then what is it?
what the fuck do you call that? insanity? pure shit? idiocracy?
well i dont know that the fuck is up with me, but im so fucking stupid and i hate myself for being all jacked up. i want a therapist dammit and i do apologize for all the cussing. in a way, every curse word a say makes me feel a tiny bit better, so sorry. and i know that no one gives a shit but i really just need to type this crap. thanks mr.dAjournal.

i dont even know what emotion to put on this journal....WHY ISN'T THERE ONE FOR ME?!
let's go with psychotic....

...i think i just need sleep

Anime Survey-ness

Sun Dec 2, 2007, 5:39 PM
  • Mood: Jolly
  • Listening to: the voices in my head
  • Reading: frankenstein
  • Watching: something stupid
  • Playing: pokemon
  • Eating: nothin
  • Drinking: the blood in my spit Dx
A Random Anime Survey!

Most favorite: naruto, bleach, full metal alchemist, death note, kamichama karin, pita-ten, FLCL, Samurai Champloo

Least favorite: It sucks so bad I don't even know what it's called

Fav male character: kakashi, gaara, rock lee, neji, L, light, ryuk, shikamaru, chouji, edward elric, sasuke, orochimaru, kimimaro, lots more ^_^

Fav female character: sakura (in shippuden) tsunade, ino

fav animal/creature character: does ryuk count?

How long have you watched anime?: for like....3 or 4 years?

Why did you become a fan?: because it's awesome :3

Will you be a fan forever?: i think i will ^_^

Do you think any anime characters are hot?: eh, hot's not really the word but i suppose L and Light...ryuk's pretty sexy too ;P

like yaoi?: heck yes

like yuri?: not really

like hentai?: peshaw....maybe :XD:

own a lot of hentai?: none

you're a big pervert right?: *cough*

like bishounen?: word

like bishoujo?: naah

read manga?: of course

have any untranslated manga?: nope

fav manga: kamichamam karin, pita-ten, fma

what anime magazines do you own?: a kagillion shounen jump mags

how much manga do you have?: about 40+

how many anime DVDs or VHS?: 6 or 7

own any fansubs?: nope

make your own fansubs?: nope, im too lazy

do you draw anime?: jeeessss

good at it?: meh...i think i need work

do you use software like Photoshop?: but of course

ever use Oekaki applets?: um, does microsoft paint count? :XD:

have any doujinshi?: nope D:

ever make your own doujinshi?: i want to...

do you write fanfics?: in my miiiind

read fanfics?: heck yes :D

what anime merch do you own?: naruto and fma

Does Japan is general interest you?: mmm, yeah i guess...

Do you like other Japanese stuff that's not anime?: yes?

Ever eaten Pocky or Pucca?: pocky, ME LOVE POCKY!

Want to visit Japan?: jes

fav anime quote or phrase: dattebayo!

character you most relate to: um...sakura i think...

ever cosplay?: i want to..

cosplayed as who?: nobody D:

gone to anime conventions?: i want to D:

how many?: zero T_T

fav convention: no?

I got this from :iconmemphis05: if you want it too, be my guest. ^_^

oh geez

Sat Dec 1, 2007, 1:52 PM
  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: worried about ray-the hoosiers
  • Reading: frankenstein
  • Watching: spongebob
  • Playing: pokemon
  • Eating: pizza, OM NOM NOM
  • Drinking: flavuuurd water
im trying to change my avatar xD
it's not working....im putting in the file source and clicking ok but it wont work....
help me xD

crap u dont care about

Fri Nov 30, 2007, 6:31 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: best week ever
  • Reading: frankenstein
  • Watching: best week ever
  • Playing: phantom hourglass
  • Eating: pizza, OM NOM NOM
  • Drinking: flavuuurd water
Well, I'm back sort of kind of. By that I mean....I will constantly be on here but! When I upload stuff it'll be VERY rarely and what I put up wont be fantastic. If you were expecting me to have gotten better over the time I abandoned dA, then think again. In fact, I was just being a loser and bumming out around my house. I tried to draw and that didnt work so I just slept a lot and ate a lot. Same as always....

So some things happened when I was gone and here's what :D
-I tried out for All-County Band (on bassoon)
-I made it in All-County
-I got a butt load better at bassoon
-I learned who my stalker was o_e
-I got my pen tablet :3
-Some funny funny shizz happened with me and my sister that involved nipples and that craaazy show, Heroes. :3

mkay, that's it...

deadness

Tue Oct 16, 2007, 4:02 PM
  • Mood: Vengeful
  • Listening to: ned....
  • Reading: the phantom tollbooth (love this book...)
  • Watching: ned
  • Playing: maplestory
  • Eating: tuna helper
im gonna make this quick....
im gonna be on and off of dA for a while so dont expect anything, not like you were anyways...but i wont really do a lot of comments or anything and once again will go on a "no art upload" kinda thing. ok, have fun without me =D

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