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WELLWHATTHEFUCKISGOINGON?!

Sat Mar 22, 2008, 9:00 PM
  • Mood: Psychotic
  • Listening to: my stupid mind that i want to shut up
  • Reading: this crap
  • Watching: something on mute
  • Playing: the game of life
pardon the title...
im fucking crazy, i swear i am Dx
i need a word for the following shit..."im so sad that im becoming angry at how insanely happy i am way down inside below all the sadness"
i think that deep down, its suicidalness but then i'm just being stupid. i dont care how much i might think about dieing, i know i could never kill myself. so then what is it?
what the fuck do you call that? insanity? pure shit? idiocracy?
well i dont know that the fuck is up with me, but im so fucking stupid and i hate myself for being all jacked up. i want a therapist dammit and i do apologize for all the cussing. in a way, every curse word a say makes me feel a tiny bit better, so sorry. and i know that no one gives a shit but i really just need to type this crap. thanks mr.dAjournal.

i dont even know what emotion to put on this journal....WHY ISN'T THERE ONE FOR ME?!
let's go with psychotic....

...i think i just need sleep

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  • Current Residence: in ur closet :O
  • Interests: anime, manga, food, tv, band, drawing, maplestory...
  • Favourite movie: Little Miss Sunshine
  • Favourite band or musician: i like lots o' musicssss
  • Favourite genre of music: w/e is on my ipod
  • Favourite artist: oh gawrsh! a lot of my friends....
  • Favourite poet or writer: i give up on literature
  • Favourite photographer: my sis
  • MP3 player of choice: meh ipod jeffrey (yes i named him)
  • Shell of choice: im not a crab
  • Skin of choice: mine
  • Favourite game: MapleStory
  • Favourite gaming platform: does my laptop count?
  • Favourite cartoon character: OROCHIMARU!!!!! X3 <3 oh, and fredfred burger
  • Personal Quote: drawing's my hobby, not my talent
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